sometimes

you know how you sometimes have those days where you just dont know where you are. or where you should be or where your going . your clueless, you just dont know.

random thoughts

well i havent been blogging in a while because i had no internet at home since i got back. so i hadnt had the time to. but nothing much has been going on since i got back. nothing to exciting. 

schools in about 3 weeks.. gee summer went by too fast. but besides all the homework, i cant wait for school. i dont know why. well im currently eating coffee cake and chocolate milk. waiting for time to pass. happy to say i ended everything with PC. oh geez. story of my life. no j-k. but yeah i felt so stupid, thinking about it. well so no more eye camping! geeeez we all suck. but anahi and i are planning a trip to wild waves! hopefully its sunny. and hopefully we can go monday. cause sad to say this would be are last eye event all together. its sad but slowly everything and everyone seems to be going there own ways. i remember we used to be like best of friends always hang out everyday. sitting at jack in the box for 2 hours. haha oh geez those were some good days. and all those are over. fast food is bad, ew. i think last summer was better, but i cant say that this summer was bad because it was pretty awesome. except i didnt hang out with old friends. and im really trying to do that before summer ends. i dont know why. the reasons i write these blogs is because later on i can look back and see whaat good i was up to! haha yuuup yuup. ohh i cant wait til i get my laptop, thats one good about school, you get a laptop. so well this is a random blog, because i dont know i just felt like writing. oh its half way until my birthday. but i dont really like my birthday it always seems to be horrible. every year, since my dad stop saying happy birthday to me. it might not be that big of a deal but still i dont ask for anything except him to just say happy birthday to me. but that never happens he just pretends its just another day..... so besides all that last night at EM we watch a movie, and then i saw a miracle it was pretty amazing i might say. you know sometimes i have this feeling like i want to scream my lungs out and just break out crying in the middle of no where or just run and run and never look back. but i dont know where im running in to and dont know where im going. what path my life is going into. i dont know. i just dont understand whats going on in this world sometimes. everything just happens to fast...  

the best things in life are FREE. 

love's free <3

ninayoon

tired tired tired

so currently im sitting on a couch at my aunt's house, watching my cousins play the wii. so anyways this week has been very tiring. VBS was fun hanging out with all then little kids. my group was the best! i love those kids. there so adorable. (: oh and then friday night i went to applebees with jaymo, josh, and jisoo i thought it was really really fun. we even left the waitress a note! she was so cool. and then i woke up late sat. and went to VBS. after VBS was over i went home took a shower and then we went to the mall and after claim jumpers to eat for Jisoo's birthday dinner. After we all ate we all went to funtasia and played games and rode the go-karts. josh always got in my way, bacon got me stuck.. but in the end i had fun. after funtasia we went back to church and just hung out, and then i went home and slept. then today sunday i woke up had to pack all my stuff and then got ready for church. i got dropped off at church and ate and then we had bible sutdy..and then peq peq and i went to pochi's and got bubble tea and then we came back, and jay jang took me john and christine to wilcox for volleyball. like every other sunday we played volleyball. and then my cousin came to pick me up from the park and we drove off to oregon, made a few pit stops at my grandma's and then gas station and then a rest area. and then i went to clarissa's house ate. and we got picked up by my aunty and now im at her house. i get back in one week. but right now im pretty tired. soo im off to bed. while i watch a movie. so nighty night.

God Is Love.

Love Always, ninayoon! <3

puppppy!

Not much has been going on lately... lets go back on the week and see. Well Monday i went to Brian Na's house w/ Eric. it was fun we played with his pupppies! there super duper cute! i loveee them. And then i went bowling later that night with some of the guys. Ohhh Eric let me drive it was so much fun, but he kept freaking out like i was going to hit something, but i was like chill i know how to drive. ha and then Bacon thought i was going to hit his car. Ahh geeez. CANT WAIT TIL I DRIVE. see you all on the road. haha.  okaay and then yesterday i went to seattle center. it was alright. i went on the big blue rollercoster. that was the only fun thing i did. geez. ookaay and then when i got back i saw anahi cause she just came back from cali! pretty cool and then we went to my house and then church and then bacon took grace home and we picked up brian and then we went to BCD to eat dinner. cause Anahi wanted korean food. soo yeaah. it was pretty funn. on the way to church it was funny because Bacon farted, and it was bad and everyone sticking there head out of the window and bacon was like thats embarrassing cause everyone was looking and then i told him to do it, and then people just thought we were crazy...yeahh akwaaard. and then we went to church he poooped, and then we all went home. thaats about it. todaay hasnt really started since i kind just woke up. i dont know what imma do yet, probably hang out with anahi or something i dont know quite yet. but yeaah i think thats it. i really want to go swimming. (: kaaay well thats it for now! 

LOVE THE LOVE!

loveee always, ninaaayoon!

sunday sunday

sunday sunday sunday, what a day. well as i am typing i am sitting at church with grace and nacho. soo anyways today i woke up and i had to clean alittle took a shower and ate breakfast which i thought was kind of weird because i barely eat early in the morning except when i was at retreat.. so jeserene and i made eggs and sasagues yummmy. haha i put lot of ketchup on my eggs. cause thats the way i like em'. and then i asked my dad to drop us off at church, we missed service and just help them get ready to eat. and then we ate went to jack in the box after we dropped offf beaver cause he felt sick. and then jisoo bought soo much food, and it was funny cause i wanted a shake and we were at the window and i was like ask for a shake and he was like "is it possible if i can get some water" and kevin thought it was soo funny. he kept laughing...it was funny. and yeaah i thought it was kind of funny. but he got me water instead of a shake. but oh well and we got an extra curly fries yayy. i love brian.. like idk why but man i love the way he looks, whewww. anyways. i'm tired.... i want some applebee's... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm applebee's yeah i actually do want applebees but i think brians weird. wheewwww. hahahaha j-k but yeah and then we had bible study which went by fast because nacho was sitting next to me and we were drawing cute pictures his was the best. it was so funny. he drew everyone so weird. so after that we got ready to go to volleyball that was fun too... but then it was pouring rain! i loved it. haha yess but my toes got all mudy of yes. but me and kevin and jaymo went to safeway and got popciles and cheetos! yesss good good. and then we came to church and they played halo. yeah i owned again. sike they wouldnt let me play. oooooh and today allen smush cake on my face and bread and frosting came out of my nose. and when i sad sorry to him he acted like baby and ignored me. wow. yeah whaaatever then i take my sorry back. lol but thats about it for now. i hope we go out to eat at applesbees that would be pretty cool. yuuup kaaay

i hope that bacon josh and beaver get better!
because i dont want them to be sick anymore!
<3 okaaay. yeaaaah

love always, ninaaaayoon!

RETREAT and all that other stuff

soo anyways i came back from retreat about 2 days ago. its been good. i thought retreat was really fun! i loved it. kind of miss it. i wish it was like a week instead of 4 days. but yeaah oh wells cant wait till next years. i loved spending time with everyone and god! it was reallly goood! anyways i was kind of sad that we didnt have youth group friday but we had a halo party instead. that was pretty fun cause i owned everyone..j-k haha yeah. but today were having one at my house, in facted there playing at this moment. ah i got in trouble this morning cause patrick didnt do the dishes, but i guess its really my fault because i was really supposed to do it. oh wells. that just means everyone has to leave by 9:30 unless there spending the night. ha yeaah. oh wells. cant wait till volleyball tomorrow. but i just hope the weather changes, and it doesnt rain. yeaah! really... im tired. it smells like nasty men. but yeaah.. all im hearing is mother trucka. and like uh uhh my gosh. help me. well yeaah thats about it from now. 

god loves you!  <3

loveee always, ninayoon!