sometimes

you know how you sometimes have those days where you just dont know where you are. or where you should be or where your going . your clueless, you just dont know.

random thoughts

well i havent been blogging in a while because i had no internet at home since i got back. so i hadnt had the time to. but nothing much has been going on since i got back. nothing to exciting. 

schools in about 3 weeks.. gee summer went by too fast. but besides all the homework, i cant wait for school. i dont know why. well im currently eating coffee cake and chocolate milk. waiting for time to pass. happy to say i ended everything with PC. oh geez. story of my life. no j-k. but yeah i felt so stupid, thinking about it. well so no more eye camping! geeeez we all suck. but anahi and i are planning a trip to wild waves! hopefully its sunny. and hopefully we can go monday. cause sad to say this would be are last eye event all together. its sad but slowly everything and everyone seems to be going there own ways. i remember we used to be like best of friends always hang out everyday. sitting at jack in the box for 2 hours. haha oh geez those were some good days. and all those are over. fast food is bad, ew. i think last summer was better, but i cant say that this summer was bad because it was pretty awesome. except i didnt hang out with old friends. and im really trying to do that before summer ends. i dont know why. the reasons i write these blogs is because later on i can look back and see whaat good i was up to! haha yuuup yuup. ohh i cant wait til i get my laptop, thats one good about school, you get a laptop. so well this is a random blog, because i dont know i just felt like writing. oh its half way until my birthday. but i dont really like my birthday it always seems to be horrible. every year, since my dad stop saying happy birthday to me. it might not be that big of a deal but still i dont ask for anything except him to just say happy birthday to me. but that never happens he just pretends its just another day..... so besides all that last night at EM we watch a movie, and then i saw a miracle it was pretty amazing i might say. you know sometimes i have this feeling like i want to scream my lungs out and just break out crying in the middle of no where or just run and run and never look back. but i dont know where im running in to and dont know where im going. what path my life is going into. i dont know. i just dont understand whats going on in this world sometimes. everything just happens to fast...  

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love's free <3

ninayoon