Wednesday, October 28, 2009

you just need to try.

in life if you want something you have to try. i always knew that but i never really took it in until today... 

so i was taking a nap, and then i suddenly woke up and thought it was the morning and that i had forgot to do all my homework. and oh geez i had a lot. and i knew i had to do it or else my grade would drop. but when i got up i realized it was still that same night. and i only slept for an hour. and so i ate dinner and sat and did my homework. which was surprise i did with out procrastinating.. but my mind actually was, so while i was doing my homework i thought of other stuff i didnt really look into. like the fact that boys are just boys. 

so like at school there's this guy and i thought he was pretty cute, but i really thought he was a freshman and since i would never date anyone younger than me. i just said whatever and forgot about everything. but then today i realized he was a senior and then someone said they were going to talk to him for me and stuff. and i said okay whatever. but then i realized that in a way i do want a boyfriend, but i want that type of guy i could be totally myself. and we can just act like really good friends. still joke around and everything but he's just yours. you know? ah maybe im just crazy. but who knows. thaaats it. i need to focus on my school right now.. real talk. 


peace love and chapsticks. 
xoxo, nina yoon <3

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