I don't know when in life everything went wrong. From a far i had it all, my life was stable compacted. But now and days its a big mess. Everything is everywhere, kind of like my room. My clothes are always on the floor and i never seem to clean up anymore. I've been a mess for the pass couple of months. And as much as i tell my self todays the day I'm going to change, i never change. But when i woke up this morning, i felt crushed. And i realized that I chose to take this path in my life. And i believe that if i wanted to change that bad, i would of. And i don't know why i didn't want to. And this time I'm going to take the first step and fix my life. And yes i know everything wouldn't be so perfect. It's never going to be the same like it was before, but the least i can i do is try. Right? Cause i think the biggest failure in life is when you don't try and you just give up. Cause if you try you know that you gave you all and it just couldn't happen. So now what am i going to do? Well first I'm going to take a shower, then clean my room, and take the first step and fix my life. And then from there i'll just keep trying as long as I'm living I'm going to try.
Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game.
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